I am a book reader. Since receiving our diagnosis with Beatrix, I have accumulated quite a library of books associated with loss. The majority of them focus on carrying to term with a poor pregnancy diagnosis. 

This is just one portion of my shelf:

I found much comfort also in the Bible- the ultimate source of respite in the time since I lost her. The promise made, that I will see her again- that she is a unique individual, that she is not just some amaphorous energy source that I can feel if I try hard enough- I value that knowledge above all else.